Hello Bean

Grief wears many faces. It takes on many shapes. It is as unique as the bond shared with the child lost. Fathers can experience grief differently, as it may be shaped by personal, cultural, and societal expectations. Their sorrow is often quieter, can be less visible, but is no less profound.

Grief is a universal experience, one that comes in many forms. Whether it’s the loss of a loved one, a friendship that has faded, or the end of a significant chapter in life, the feeling can be overwhelming. It’s a journey that can leave you feeling lost, confused, and sometimes isolated. However, building bridges to healing is critical in navigating this difficult path. A serene forest path represents a journey through grief. Understanding Grief Healing Acknowledging that gr

Grieving is a journey filled with complex emotions. If I could write a letter to Bean today, I would share everything I never got to express. First and foremost, I want him to know how much I love and miss him. The excitement I felt during the first wave of his little flutters and kicks remains fresh in my heart. Although he is not physically with me, he is never far from my thoughts. The Healing Power of Writing Writing has not always come easily to me. However, it has becom

Share Your Pregnancy and Infant Loss Story Dear reader, today, I’d like to hear from you. How have you been navigating your journey through pregnancy and infant loss? Share as much - or as little - as you’d like. I’m here to listen without judgment. As you begin to share your journey, it's important to acknowledge that there is no shame in grieving your little one. Grieving is a deeply personal experience, and there isn't a specific timeline in which the wounds we bear should

Since creating and publishing Hello Bean: A Spark of Life, a Legacy of Love, I've wondered how it would feel to know someone out there would be reading it- feeling it - embracing it. I get to experience that feeling today! My very first Amazon Book Review is LIVE, and I am touched beyond words. Bean's voice is being heard. Space is being held for this love, this grief, this story. For the wonderful soul who gave us this review: thank you! Your words have given me more than yo

It was 6:50 a.m. on an early summer Saturday in August 2012 — the kind of morning where the world still feels quiet and half-asleep. I had woken up earlier than usual, heart heavy with anticipation, the tiniest flicker of hope pushing me toward one more test. I'd been a few days late. Again. And even though every test before was disappointing, I decided to try my luck with a First Response digital pregnancy test, the kind that spells it out for you. I remember reading the bo

Not a day goes by where I am not thinking of you. While today wasn't especially difficult, I did catch myself whispering blissfully, "Hey, friend!" It brings a smile to my face when I think of you-which is all the time! I feel an inexplicable peace in the thought of you being able to hear me from wherever you are.

There's a unique type of silence that occupies your heart, your soul, and your home, after you experience pregnancy and infant loss; delicate yet enduring. For awhile, I lived in a period where all was hushed. But in that tranquility, something started to brew. A whispered dream. A timeless tale. A spark. Bean was that spark. Hello Bean: A Spark of Life, a Legacy of Love, isn't just a book - it's a place of remembrance, it's a space to reflect on all the light that Bean broug